http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zulKcYItKIA
It's been a hard last few months. I don't sleep well which in turn keeps me from going to the gym. Since I changed my diet, I haven't gained weight, but I don't exercise either. People have told me that I need to fill my time with something productive. Hopefully, I can get back in the swing of things. The following link is for my warrior dash in September. I'm trying to raise money for St. Jude's hospital. https://waystohelp.stjude.org/sjVPortal/public/displayUserPage.do?userId=985640&programId=2252&eventId=357653
Brenda wants to go to Florida. I don't want to go because of worried about money as usual. She's going to win out. We planned this trip before Amaya passed. It's something we need to do as a family. I'll worry about money whether we go on the trip or not. It's in my DNA. I'll just work some more of my side jobs. Each day I miss Amaya. You can be sad, but you can't let it call the shots. Bad things happen but you can still live. I'm trying to live by both of those quotes, but its tough. One moment at a time. That's all I can do right now.
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