I can finally actually say after a very long time, I am genuinely happy.  I was angry at everyone.  People that even didn’t do anything to me, made me angry.  I’m a great actor.  Most times people cannot tell that I am angry.  But when I do show my anger it can be very ugly.  I’ve decided that it’s time to stop being angry all the time and be happy on the inside & the outside.  It is a long process, but I’m getting there slowly, but surely.